So I keep thinking about everything that happened and baby I don't miss you one bit. I stumbled upon your old teeshirt...... I breathed in and all i thought about was how you smelled and the way you use to hold me in your arms... and I thought wow... I am free. No more having to worry about anyone else No more putting my dreams on hold, no more turning down what could be..... If i could run I would, I'd never look back, I'd smile and laugh everyday in the sunshine and think wow I'm lucky. I watched this couple on tv last night talk about how he "promised" to never let it go and I just laughed and thought stupid woman he is lying. He'll leave the first time he gets the urge...... but i may not have run away from this small town where everything reminds me of you, but I'm making my own memories...... I'm laughing in the sunshine and I'm smiling in the rain, I'm learning how beautiful this life can be without anyone else in it. I've made my own happiness. :)