Happy

I've been going through the motions of my everyday life for the last year, I've settled into college life, I've accepted my individuality, and I had decided that being one of one instead of part of a whole was just fine with me. Forgive my metaphors, but to come out and say that I had accepted being alone and figuring out how to be happy that way, is much harder to say than not being part of someones whole. Yet I had decided that I could see myself, a year or more from now, single, happy, and following my own path. I had relinquished control and I was happy. Its been said to me before that when you truly give in and make yourself happy is when you find what your looking for, I guess the whole point of that is to stop looking. I am happy and I wouldn't trade the experiences I've gained this last year alone for anything. I've grown up so much more than I could have imagined. I've learned that my family is the most precious gift given to me and that nothing can seperate me from them. I've learned that I can apply myself and be proud of myself. The best part about relinquishing all control and stopping looking for the one guy to make me happy, is that when you finally do stop looking he finally finds you.. the real you.