I came up with the name "Rolling Time" sitting at my desk freshman year looking up at a cover of Rollingstones I had tacked to my wall while passing the time and it stuck.... Everything on here is thoughts of mine I've had while passing time... Piece by Piece its my life.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Fear

I think writing is about tapping into the emotions of your everyday life. To find the rhythm to my writing I close my eyes and let my feelings flow from my heart to my hands. So why If it's so easy to let my feelings flow from my heart to my hands then why is it so hard to have them flow from my heart to my mouth. I've prided myself on never being afraid to talk to someone, and I've learned how to say what I'm thinking but when it comes to saying what I'm feeling my mind goes blank and its just raw emotion stuck in my chest and I'm unable to give my feelings a voice. Maybe I'm scared of hurting someone, maybe I'm scared of confrontation, maybe I'm scared of rejection. But amoungst all of this all the common thing is my fear. If I overcome my fear will I overcome my inability to discusse my feelings?? All I can do is try, and that's something I'm not afraid of.

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