I have to take a deep breath to say this, and I'll probably be late to work, but whats new....


Its been six months. I'm fine with that... I had all but forgotten here lately, then her picture came up and the relationship status followed and next thing i know I'm thinking, I'm really glad she looks happy... because LORD KNOWS I wouldn't have been happy with him.......

Being cheated on makes me wonder what she had that I didn't.... but at the end of the day I will put all my trust in that it was God's decision not mine and that it was for the best and I am not a lesser person because he chose her and lied to me and cheated and made me feel horrible along with tore me up for about a month..... I wish I could say I was close to forgiveness but I can't stand him. I'm angry that he took my confidence and for a month or so shattered it. He was NOT worth that and I wish he could understand how vile cheating on someone is and then LIEING........


Then again he has to deal with K-A-R-M-A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!