I keep listening to Crazy Girl By ELi Young Band.... My heart is changing a bit more everyday. I hold on to this hope that there is someone perfect for me and that if I hold on long enough I will find him. I wonder all the time who reads my blog, I wonder if those who I care about and those I don't read it and what they think. If my daily updates make people smile laugh or I know at times mad. Lately I' ve been wondering how big life is... there is so much to see so much to make a reality. There is children to be fed in africa and homes to be built in areas devasted by tornados..... there is art to create flowers to pick, drinks to be drank next to the ocean and love to fall into............ I'm sure there is fights to be had, tears to cry and feelings that will get crumpled in the search for the unbelievable..... but there is so much possibility... endless is truely endless.... life can take so many paths.... finally I'm taking charge of my path..... I'm in a career that is wide open.... i can go anywhere........ i get to be who i really am.... i can help people yet be the artsie silly big hearted young woman I am...................... hebrews 11:1 Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see," .............................