Its scary loving someone. I can't think of anything else but him and I am sure that nothing can stop me from loving him and that only his love can do. But sometimes I get scared that one day he is going to wake up and realize that there is still cracks even after he put me back together. To lose a man has never bothered me. I always knew there would be another around the corner... but this time, this time I know that I won't find another who loves me as tenderly, passionately, and unconditionally. And I know that I won't find a man that I trust, desire, and love as greatly as I do him. The intensity surrounds our relationship... we know how to push each other's buttons and we do... I'm just scared that one day his patience for me will run out and when he finally says "I'm tired of your crap" then I know I will fall. I'm not sure if a man can really love me unconditionally. I'm not sure what exactly he sees in me. I've always heard stories about the love of a man's life and how love knows no boundaries when its true love. I believe I truly love him but I guess the real question is whether or not this amazing wonderful love he feels and treats me with can really be like this forever or one day is he too going to "some days love me and some days not....."