I was looking for more personality, I was looking for speciality, I was looking for uniqueness, I was looking for something new.... life had been the same for years... unhealthy, just not in a good place. I struggled to understand why I wasn't happy, I thought the idea I was in love with could get me there. But one day I woke up and realized it was never going to change. I made a tough decision through tears and yes and tears and no... I sat at that table deliberating back and forth back and forth and finally I had enough. I said no more would I be unhappy. No more would I not be enough. No more would you tell me who I was, no more would I miss out on my life. I sat you down and told you, I've lost myself, I sat myself down and told me it was for the better. Its been over a year now, and the girl who use to think she couldn't do it without you faced more struggles and conquored more challenges and came out the woman she is now, happy free and beautiful........ I was looking for more personality, I was looking for speiality, I was looking for uniqueness, I was looking for me.