another old flame got engaged. wow. I seriously am wondering what is going on. something must be in the water..... I love my life, and yeah I wish that I could make a connection with someone and see where that takes me.... and yes I want children..... alot of them. My parents still give me a hard time about how I use to claim I wanted six children. ha. But the thing is mostly I just want that companionship, the attraction, and the love.