Its funny how you can plan your whole life out and expect it to go how you planned. I wasn't looking for anything in particular... in fact I was convinced I was going to be alone for along time and I was happy with that, the freedom... But out of the blue Josh walked into my life. I've always over analyzed everything in life.. and always let my head to all the work. In him I've found my heart. I've let it take over and I've found something very special. My brother gave me some very good advice when he told me to focus on the person and not on the relationship. I let go of the relationship and just focused on the person and I've found someone who makes my world a brighter place. When I let go, it all falls into place.