I want so much out of this life. I want it to mean more than what every other little girl dreams about. I want to do not just great things but amazing things. I can't settle for anything less than the impossible. I'm thankful for the opportunities I've had, I'm thankful for the people I've met and the things they've offered. But I can't keep fooling myself by thinking that is the only thing I'm made for. I'm a runner not the one who stays, yet I've casted myself in the wrong role twice now. I push and push until I break free but I blame it on the other. I'm embracing the current running through me and letting it take me down stream away from everything.